of switching to another blog again.:p

goodbye onsugar.

probably something else. teehee!

cg tdy was great! (:

xw laid hands and prayed for me and it was really awesome. could feel the heaviness and depressiveness leaving me.

cg ended at 10+. couldnt join them for fellowship as i was scared i wont be able to chiong for th last bus..

im really feeling much better now.. and i'll try to build a stronger spiritual atmosphere against any spiritual warfare.

mcd for dinner. super fattening :x

One of the hardest thing ever is to like someone and not be able to be together with them, even when they reciprocate your feelings.

with so many things right now.

im really tired of life. i dont know what to do besides crying out to Him for help.

i hate how selfish ppl can be sometimes. they only think about themselves and their own benefits.

what about the people around them? do they spare a thought for them?

im so afraid now, of falling in love again. i dont know what to expect nor what to do.

even when i start to get closer to guys, I would still remain a distance from them so tht i wouldnt hurt them.

every night i go home wondering who's going to be there to protect me when im on my way home. who can i call if someone frightens me on my way back home? every day i worry and get fearful of guys walking behind me especially when its alrdy quite late at night. when can i be able to stop being afraid or worry. ):

my parents think i shld stop working. what's going to happen to building fund? my extra savings for my future. what's going to happen? D:

16 more days left.

guys are hard to understand.

im getting confused again...so im trying my best not to get too involved in anything.

i dont want to get mixed signals.